To bestfriend I fell in love with, I've written long paragraphs and poetries for you, I've written songs and annoyed you, we've laughed together,we had deep talks. We made memories. We fought, and in the end we were back, together, laughing and teasing. But this time no silly jokes, no laughs, no pulling each other's legs, this time I want to pour my heart... Although you were my best friend, I shared almost everything with you, but there was so much left, and I didn't realize it until I felt...I felt something, I craved for your presence way too much, I don't know, but all I did was wanting to stare you, without stopping, without blinking. Everytime we had a fight, I knew either of us will make their way back... You were there when literally no one was, nobody to go to.. nobody to give a damn, even the people who claimed will be there through my hard times, they said they are much messed and left.. I know you were there, you used to